Despondent

Despondent

Archangel
Dec 20, 2019
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I hate how cruel this world is. I hate how unkind the human race and humanity can be. I hate how lonely existence can be, even if you're surrounded by the people you love and who care about you. I hate how we're placed here to do "great things".. "one day" -- then we're wiped off the surface of the earth at any time anyways! I hate how life inflicts pain on all of us to push us to our max of suicide and I hate how others are hurting!! I absolutely hate it!
"Life isn't fair" they say. To hell it's not!
 
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PoisonedJuliet

PoisonedJuliet

You saucy boy!
Feb 12, 2020
1,191
I agree. I agree. I agree. I can't stress that enough. I hate to see others hurting. I hate seeing all the bad in the world. I hate feeling empty and pointless. I hate how when I became ill (many years ago) my mind was opened up to how small and silly my life is. How small life is.

But. Yess there is a but. But we just have to keep going. We have to keep moving along. Life isn't fair. It will never be fair. But it's the striving for better which makes life a little bit more livable. I'm here if you want to talk. I'm feeling so confused now. Pm me if you want but I'm about to fall asleep. I'm here for you and know that I understand what you're feeling right now:hug::heart:
 
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TheSuicidalEccentric

The universe is wonderful.
Feb 23, 2020
438
Nobody has a perfect life. By that, I mean absolutely NOBODY. Many rich people that go on vacations all the time, eat fancy food, drink expensive margaritas on the beach, party, etc., are not even happy and do not feel fulfilled despite their quality of life. People who seem perfect on the outside (lots of friends, party lots, seem like they have a good time all the time) are usually not happy at all on the inside and usually do drugs.

World leaders do not have perfect lives and get extremely stressed. Popular actors who are very friendly and who seem very successful and rich are not perfect (Robin Williams, Heath Ledger, etc.)

Everybody has their own mental issues and physical issue and health issues. Everybody has their own nooks and crannies. Everybody suffers loss, death, and misfortunate.
 
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GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
6,727
I hate what you hate in the first two sentences of the OP, though I usually say I am disheartened. Perhaps dis-soulened is more accurate.

I hate the BS someone put out there that we are meant to do great things or have some higher purpose. People up to at least the middle ages knew life was drudgery, and for them, "heaven" was the manipulative fantasy of a reward for keeping going and keeping on suffering. Nowadays it's that we have a higher purpose, that we signed up for this shit so our souls could learn and grow, or that God broke off pieces of itself to become limited beings and experience and/or overcome limitations, like it's all some divinely justified game. I hate that Buddhists believe it's one's karma to have a shitty life, and that shit-dealers are doing a favor to suffers by helping them to fulfill and experience the fruits of the negative karma they generated in past lives. I hate that with the evolution of language, humans became slaves of symbols and rely on making meaning in order to both survive and thrive, when they are equally if not even more likely to manipulate and seriously f*ck us up.
 
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Esc9434

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Feb 25, 2020
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I hate what you hate in the first two sentences of the OP, though I usually say I am disheartened. Perhaps dis-soulened is more accurate.

I hate the BS someone put out there that we are meant to do great things or have some higher purpose. People up to at least the middle ages knew life was drudgery, and for them, "heaven" was the manipulative fantasy of a reward for keeping going and keeping on suffering. Nowadays it's that we have a higher purpose, that we signed up for this shit so our souls could learn and grow, or that God broke off pieces of itself to become limited beings and experience and/or overcome limitations, like it's all some divinely justified game. I hate that Buddhists believe it's one's karma to have a shitty life, and that shit-dealers are doing a favor to suffers by helping them to fulfill and experience the fruits of the negative karma they generated in past lives. I hate that with the evolution of language, humans became slaves of symbols and rely on making meaning in order to both survive and thrive, when it is equally if not even more likely to seriously f*ck us up.

Ask yourself this question... do Buddhist monks who live in monasteries have to put up with the BS that the average person deals with?

The answer is no. It seems like they know life is full of shit, and are preparing for life after death.

I do believe Earth is a prison though.
 
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TheSuicidalEccentric

The universe is wonderful.
Feb 23, 2020
438
Ask yourself this question... do Buddhist monks who live in monasteries have to put up with the BS that the average person deals with?

The answer is no. It seems like they know life is full of shit, and are preparing for life after death.

I do believe Earth is a prison though.

Earth is a prison in a sense because we are confined to such a small rock in such an infinitely vast outer space, and we NEED Earth to breathe, drink water, sustain our basic needs, etc.

However, Earth is a GIANT prison, and is full of life and opportunity and incredible lands, adventure, ocean life, etc.

Earth is beautiful. It is wonderful.
 
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Esc9434

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Feb 25, 2020
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Earth is a prison in a sense because we are confined to such a small rock in such an infinitely vast outer space, and we NEED Earth to breathe, drink water, sustain our basic needs, etc.

However, Earth is a GIANT prison, and is full of life and opportunity and incredible lands, adventure, ocean life, etc.

Earth is beautiful. It is wonderful.

Hey buddy. Sounds like you are on the wrong forum. According to your living off the grid thread, here to recruit people for a cult? J/K.

I hear our souls are powerful. Prison in the sense... why do we have to die and meet certain conditions according to Hinduism/Buddhism text to experience something that powerful?
 
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ForensicallyAware

ForensicallyAware

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Feb 10, 2020
314
I don't know. how people go to jobs they fucking detest day in day out
 
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PrettyMoose

PrettyMoose

Eat my arse, Pain&Sh*tness & Mindf*ckitation Grift
Mar 1, 2020
280
Even the greatest of us, Einstein, MLK, so on, will be completely forgotten when humanity inevitably goes extinct. So nothing that we do can matter in the long run. This whole life thing is just pointless suffering and then death. Don't worry about being seen as a loser, because it doesn't matter. All who are born are losers, will lose all of everything. Make it through each day as you can and if you can, if not then may your check-out be as painless as possible.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
I hate how I can never be sure who really cares about the problems with the world and who's just projecting their own onto it
 
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oopswronglife

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Jun 27, 2019
870
Yeah the world is very harsh and most people are really selfish and cruel and are entirely for themselves at the expense of others. It's not all terrible lest someone accuse us of negativity. Reality is just difficult for most people to accept and admit. There is good and beauty in it, but that's often not enough to get you through the bad. Once you see behind the curtain of how people really treat each other it's impossible to unsee it. I have no answers that aren't platitudes...I just try my best to cling to the small stuff and avoid people as much as possible. The odds are against us for sure.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
I agree with everything you said. I agree with everything they said. I just also know that a lot of the worst offenders would say it themselves. It's never them it's always someone else
 
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ForensicallyAware

ForensicallyAware

Specialist
Feb 10, 2020
314
The talented, attractive and strong just play the cards they have been dealt.
And If I was one of those I'd very likely do the same.

Unfortunately this often includes exploiting others weaknesses.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
^ Which is surely a sign of their own weaknesses
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,557
I understand how the outside world can be cruel and lead us to this forum.

Know we are here for you to vent. No. Life isn't fair. But one spark of hope is that you have a heck of a lot of people here who empathize with you and feel the same way. You aren't alone. :heart:
 
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itsamadworld

itsamadworld

i wanna die somewhere like up there
Mar 15, 2020
410
I hate how cruel this world is. I hate how unkind the human race and humanity can be. I hate how lonely existence can be, even if you're surrounded by the people you love and who care about you. I hate how we're placed here to do "great things".. "one day" -- then we're wiped off the surface of the earth at any time anyways! I hate how life inflicts pain on all of us to push us to our max of suicide and I hate how others are hurting!! I absolutely hate it!
"Life isn't fair" they say. To hell it's not!
Makes me wonder why people have children? It seems cruel to put a child on this Earth.
 
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stormy_night

stormy_night

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Jul 31, 2018
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I hate life too. This world is evil. This world have had two world wars, people starving to death, rape, assault, violence, kidnapping, paedophilia, child molestation, corruption, painful torture, sex trafficking, prostitution, diseases, mental illness, lots of physical pain, robbery, domestic abuse, ageing, poverty, evil authoritarian government with no freedom, oppressive regimes, disabilities, bullying, homelessness, ISIS, drug addiction, murder, genocide and human beings being absolutely horrible to each other. End of story.
 
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ForensicallyAware

ForensicallyAware

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Feb 10, 2020
314
I don't understand why people are still having kids

If you're not among the genetically favoured your life is guaranteed to be one of immense pain
 
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Painpleasure

Painpleasure

Student
Apr 9, 2019
108
Indeed. Life is just suffering.

Life is suffering, and then you die.
 
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bpdandme

Experienced
Feb 3, 2020
239
Life is very beautiful but humanity is not! Capitalism and society has corrupted life. We were given the insane odds to live in what should be a beautiful world but humans have ruined it.
 
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ForensicallyAware

ForensicallyAware

Specialist
Feb 10, 2020
314
You know what I hate ?
People who are proud of how much poverty grief and degradation they suffered and use it to lecture others.

You lived in a shithole earned shit wages and thought you'd inflict it on me by dragging me into a world I did not ask to be born into???
FUCK OFF!!!!!
 
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Painpleasure

Painpleasure

Student
Apr 9, 2019
108
You know what I hate ?
People who are proud of how much poverty grief and degradation they suffered and use it to lecture others.

You lived in a shithole earned shit wages and thought you'd inflict it on me by dragging me into a world I did not ask to be born into???
FUCK OFF!!!!!
Most parents are despicable sadist ass holes who deserve to be hacked to death for bringing innocent children into a world of suffering.
 
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Naysha

Naysha

Antinatalist+Goth
Jan 13, 2020
48
The biggest joke is everyone admits life is suffering and yet right now 90% people out there decide fate for someone else. They bring more people into this shit show under fake pretenses and delusions and keep inflicting more pain while complaining how life sucks. If humanity stopped kicking themselves, maybe they would realize not prolonging our species is the best course of action.
 
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HorribleFeelings1

HorribleFeelings1

Its a hard knock life
Jan 18, 2020
321
I hate how cruel this world is. I hate how unkind the human race and humanity can be. I hate how lonely existence can be, even if you're surrounded by the people you love and who care about you. I hate how we're placed here to do "great things".. "one day" -- then we're wiped off the surface of the earth at any time anyways! I hate how life inflicts pain on all of us to push us to our max of suicide and I hate how others are hurting!! I absolutely hate it!
"Life isn't fair" they say. To hell it's not!
I love your profile picture btw! And you're right, we don't owe anyone shit so why even bother being here. Didn't ask to be born, don't care. Your body, your mind, your will, don't get why people have to shit on that. I hate hurting people as well and I know damn well It's gonna hurt me when I CTB. Much love!! DM me if you want to talk (;
 
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Buffy5120

Death is vital
Mar 19, 2020
614
I hate how cruel this world is. I hate how unkind the human race and humanity can be. I hate how lonely existence can be, even if you're surrounded by the people you love and who care about you. I hate how we're placed here to do "great things".. "one day" -- then we're wiped off the surface of the earth at any time anyways! I hate how life inflicts pain on all of us to push us to our max of suicide and I hate how others are hurting!! I absolutely hate it!
"Life isn't fair" they say. To hell it's not!
This is because the devil exists
 
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Humanityiamout

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Apr 3, 2020
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I feel you, the world is beautiful, humanity is not.
 
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