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Daystavro

Experienced
Oct 15, 2018
269
I can't take it anymore.
People look at me and judge me and make me feel bad about myself and weird.

I also feel threatned by a certain evil, violent minority im my country who there are many of them who go to the university.
I am afraid of them and hate having to be with them in the same area.

Plus I have stress, from the studies.

I just can't take 2.5 more years of this torture.
Once my semester ends I am going to ctb.
 
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project77

project77

Member
Sep 22, 2018
20
What are you studying?
 
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Warlock
Jul 13, 2018
721
What country do you live in, OP?

I'm sorry you feel that way.
 
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Ghab

Student
Aug 6, 2018
134
Oof, you would give up an educated life in what sounds like a third world country.
 
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Nik

Member
Oct 4, 2018
44
I hated school. Grandad taught me there's nobody better educated than those that self taught. I miss him.
 
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Trashcan

Trash
Aug 31, 2018
1,234
Agreed. I'm in college and can't think of any major that would be useful that I wouldn't hate. There is only one major that really interests me, but I don't like anything that I could do with it. Sigh. And it won't get better.
 
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StillWaiting

StillWaiting

Need cats to comfort me
Jul 28, 2018
550
Same here. It is a living hell, if you ask me. It is hard to get anything done when all you can think is to ctb but not having the courage to.
 
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Gainax

Gainax

Experienced
Oct 8, 2018
265
If i could go back in time i would have done it and my life would be such much better than it is today.
 
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VincentValentine

Student
Sep 27, 2018
145
One of my regrets is that I didn't study online. It would've been soo much better without all the assholes at school. Pretentious professors, judgemental ta's, asshole students. Although I even had a problem with a professor and a student in my online class, but at least I didn't have to meet them or see them in person.

Education is supposed to make people better, but strangely enough, my last year of college was when I originally decided to ctb.
 
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BBMak

Member
Nov 5, 2018
6
Off topic. Use it.
 
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Insert a name

Member
Sep 13, 2018
61
Just drop out? I went to university last year and dropped out. Other stuff is still bad but not as bad as last year. Killing yourself because you're not enjoying university is kind of stupid, if that's the only/main reason for wanting to ctb
 
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TheFinal

Member
Nov 8, 2018
5
I don't find it a nightmare, just unfulfilling. I have done everything there is to do at university. Still, life will only get worse after this.
 
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