i hate going to sleep

[starrvingstar]

i hate going to sleep knowing i have to wake up and do this all again tomorrow

i have never slept well

 

[Illidan77]

i feel the same way.. beside my insomnia.. like there's something still missing today and tomorrow is just the same..
i have to use meds to sleep but then i can force myself if i want..
i used to be able to use sleep as an escape..

 

[starrvingstar]

i feel the same way.. beside my insomnia.. like there's something still missing today and tomorrow is just the same..
i have to use meds to sleep but then i can force myself if i want..
i used to be able to use sleep as an escape..

i understand, sleep used to be so exciting.

now i only wake up feeling worse physically and mentally every time.

 

[FuneralCry]

At least to me temporary sleep could never offer much of a relief as long as the chance of waking up is always there. Waking up really can be so horrible.

 

[orca87]

now i only wake up feeling worse physically and mentally every time.

I can so much relate. It's the same for me. I even make plans in the evening for the next day, just to wake up as a wreck, drowned in sweat. Another day destroyed. It feels like I'm degrading like I'm rotting.

 

[qwerty1969]

I have constant nightmares enough for me to want to kill myself

 

[BrightAndDark]

I hate waking up. Some people die in their sleep. Why can't that happen to me?

 

[starrvingstar]

I hate waking up. Some people die in their sleep. Why can't that happen to me?

it will happen to me

 

[scamper]

That's interesting, I actually really enjoy sleeping. I spend most of my time trying to. I don't have to be conscious, it's sort of as close as I can get to death without the permanence.

 

[starrvingstar]

That's interesting, I actually really enjoy sleeping. I spend most of my time trying to. I don't have to be conscious, it's sort of as close as I can get to death without the permanence.

i wish i felt the same and i used to but now i only feel worse physically

 

[WaitingToGo]

I hate being awake, alive. Sleep is the only bit of peace I get. Trouble is it doesn't last long enough

 

[starrvingstar]

I hate being awake, alive. Sleep is the only bit of piece I get. Trouble is it doesn't last long enough

im glad you have that short escape :)