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noname223
Archangel
- Aug 18, 2020
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I probably never did one. I fucking hate such a bullshit. I hate peer pressure. I am so glad we don't have one here on SS. I would probably refuse it. Though I have heard one time the new members had to write an essay why they want to join. To be honest I have absolutely no problem with that.
But tests of courage are such a bullshit. For example in order to join brotherhoods. I try to be an independent thinker I dislike it when someone is pressuring me to do somerthing I dislike. There is so much dangerous stuff like taking drugs, driving drunk or that bullshit. It is so immature in my opinion. I never ever drunk alcohol in my life. (on purpose). Maybe sometimes when I took a medication or accidentally in food. When I was a teenager everyone started to drink or taking drugs. I was always very oppossed to that. And if someone asked my opinion on it I always told the truth without hesitation. I am proud for that. Despite my bullying or maybe especially due to my bullying I recognized I have to try to stick with my guts.
But tests of courage are such a bullshit. For example in order to join brotherhoods. I try to be an independent thinker I dislike it when someone is pressuring me to do somerthing I dislike. There is so much dangerous stuff like taking drugs, driving drunk or that bullshit. It is so immature in my opinion. I never ever drunk alcohol in my life. (on purpose). Maybe sometimes when I took a medication or accidentally in food. When I was a teenager everyone started to drink or taking drugs. I was always very oppossed to that. And if someone asked my opinion on it I always told the truth without hesitation. I am proud for that. Despite my bullying or maybe especially due to my bullying I recognized I have to try to stick with my guts.
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