I have no motivation to go to college. Almost every job I've had? I hated them all, except one I managed to get after applying to a job program, but after the job program ended that job wouldn't hire me back, but I equally hate being dependent on my family. I feel like I can't win.
-
Hey Guest,
We wanted to share a quick update with the community.
Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.
👉 View the ledger hereOver the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.
If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.
Donate via cryptocurrency:
Bitcoin (BTC):Ethereum (ETH):Monero (XMR):
violetforever
Mage
- Dec 24, 2025
- 577
i know exactly what you mean. i think this is what drives me to insanity nearly everyday. im unhappy either way, even with the smallest things. i cant imagine this being the rest of my life. i wonder if im just hard to please and asking for too much or if life really is this dissatisfying? its getting to the point where just waking up and starting my day wears me out. i cant even take a morning shower anymore without thinking of how much i fucking hate doing this every single day. what is this all for? i really think it has a lot to do with just hating the environment i live in. i hate my family. i cant function around them anymore. im tired of waking up to my surroundings everyday. i feel better when im not at home or around my family but its all ruined when i have to return. i would like one chance to be able to get away from them. id do anything to not mess it up.Similar threads
Suicide Discussioninternallybeautiful
