wildflowers1996
Arcanist
- Oct 14, 2023
- 479
and it's not because I feel "too ugly to be loved"
I just hate being ugly anyway. Even if everyone adored me I'd still be miserable.
I'm sick of being the ugly girl. And I cannot improve myself to get to a point where I'd be happy (I've tried - cosmetic surgery 3x). Even if I could, I'll always remember being the ugly girl and identify as the ugly girl.
I don't care if others don't think I'm ugly because I do and I don't want to "accept" myself. And I'm quite ugly on the inside too. My voice is ugly to me. Everything I do just feels ugly. The way I move and behave and just - everything. Even my handwriting and drawing is ugly.
If ONLY I could die. I feel like I'm just here to be laughed at. But I can't hurt my family so I just have to go on being the ugly girl
I just hate being ugly anyway. Even if everyone adored me I'd still be miserable.
I'm sick of being the ugly girl. And I cannot improve myself to get to a point where I'd be happy (I've tried - cosmetic surgery 3x). Even if I could, I'll always remember being the ugly girl and identify as the ugly girl.
I don't care if others don't think I'm ugly because I do and I don't want to "accept" myself. And I'm quite ugly on the inside too. My voice is ugly to me. Everything I do just feels ugly. The way I move and behave and just - everything. Even my handwriting and drawing is ugly.
If ONLY I could die. I feel like I'm just here to be laughed at. But I can't hurt my family so I just have to go on being the ugly girl
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