Venting I hate being in this sh*tty world

[ghost-shock]

Humans make this world worse than it already is. I hate being alive. Its crazy that your looks dictate how your treated so much, if you make friends, if you can find a bf, in some places it dictates what kinda jobs u cant get.

Ive been treated like SHIT my whole life.

People have outwardly and indirectly been aholes to me. Im so sick of being alone and dealing with shit humans.

No one wants to be ur friend unless you have certain looks and a certain personality.

They get surprised when we want to ctb but they created such a shitty world to be in. We spend our whole lives alone, just to die. A pointless sh*tty painful lonely existence.

I hate when they act suprised we want to ctb. They are suprised because they are the aholes making this world a hellish. They are unaware because they are the ones causing the problems in the first place.

 

[midstarscream]

True. I'm tired of being compared, being jeered at, being a failure and being out casted. I'm tired of being gaslighted even though I treat everybody with respect. I'm tired of being bullied for no reason. I'm tired of being ugly, and having to put effort.

I got my SN last week. Soon.

 

[ghost-shock]

Theres a reason why i dont put pics of myself on apps and websites because its pointless. I dont get anyone genuinely interested that isnt very old, a sexual pervert or im not their type/they dont take my seriously. Nothign genuine has come out of me putting myself out there. Literally, im never the preference.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also find it dreadful to suffer in this existence, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[Marco77]

Life is terrible and full of suffering. I hope every day is the last. Being born is synonymous with chains. When you are born you are chained in existence and begin to suffer oppression that will only end in death.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Yep, I also hate humans a lot. I truly have no idea as to why people (even on here surprisingly enough) have this notion that humans are kind and sweet and compassionate. No, humans are self serving creatures that only care about themselves and their loved ones. There's no compassion displayed from most humans, there just isn't unless if the compassion is used to benefit themselves more. I have no idea why the hell people here act like humans are compassionate when society would rather have us suffer horrifically in existence than die peacefully and painlessly.