suffering

suffering

Too p*ssy to end it, too suicidal to leave
Aug 17, 2018
398
It has to be one of the most wearisome activities. Every fucking day, go to the groceries store, interact with fucking disgusting humans, decide what my appetite tolerates for the day, cook it, chew it, wash the fucking dishes, take away the fucking trash, wash the teeth, etc. Fuck this shit.
 
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KiraLittleOwl

Lost in transition
Jan 25, 2019
1,083
Yeah. I don't have a car and I go to the market to get groceries because prices in nearby supermarkets and convenient stores are ridiculous (uppity neighborhood).
I waste an hour only on transit and I am suffocating with anxiety all the time. And the bags are heavy for me, I am like a mule.
It feels like work but nobody will do it for me.
I don't cook often because I am exhausted.
Yesterday I only ate sandwiches and fruits.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
It has to be one of the most wearisome activities. Every fucking day, go to the groceries store, interact with fucking disgusting humans, decide what my appetite tolerates for the day, cook it, chew it, wash the fucking dishes, take away the fucking trash, wash the teeth, etc. Fuck this shit.
Lol! I can relate with this. Gets old. Every. Fcking. Day. Then on top of it u have to worry about what might be in your food that is poison to slow kill u and make u sick over time. Yippee!
 
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Wolfjob_dayjob

Student
Oct 19, 2018
190
Yes. Yes. Everything you both said. Sometimes I get so frenzied walking from shop to shop and walking back out I don't get lunch so that effs up onemealaday.Then I wish I had just stayed in and had a nap away from my desk. I'll go home have something then in a zoned out state then throw it up if I can't deal. It's all disgusting. You can't avoid it...so whiny of me. :/
 
Xaphous

Xaphous

hikikomori
Nov 11, 2018
550
Only the breathinarian escapes
 
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ShadowOfTheDay

Hungry Ghost
Feb 14, 2019
331
Only the breathinarian escapes
I'll be adding "breatharianism" to my vocabulary list of interesting, but seldom usable words.
 
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DepressionsAHo

Heaven gained a new ho
Feb 15, 2019
831
It has to be one of the most wearisome activities. Every fucking day, go to the groceries store, interact with fucking disgusting humans, decide what my appetite tolerates for the day, cook it, chew it, wash the fucking dishes, take away the fucking trash, wash the teeth, etc. Fuck this shit.
Complete opposite lmao
I just bought $85 worth of groceries and I was so happy. I love grocery shopping. No idea why:pfff:
 
GeorgeJL

GeorgeJL

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2019
1,621
It has to be one of the most wearisome activities. Every fucking day, go to the groceries store, interact with fucking disgusting humans, decide what my appetite tolerates for the day, cook it, chew it, wash the fucking dishes, take away the fucking trash, wash the teeth, etc. Fuck this shit.
There is nothing intrinsically bad about any of these things. It's all in how you perceive it. Most of society does it without even thinking about it. Like we just put these duties on autopilot so that we can save our emotional labor for partying. LOL well something like that. Maybe not partying but friends and family. Lack of appetite is also a sign of depression from a chemical imbalance in the brain.

Whether you choose to end it or figure out how to survive and thrive I support you in whatever you choose.
 
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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Visionary
Aug 27, 2018
2,999
I hear you, but I am allergic to almost all foods and have a throat problem that makes me insanely slow at eating (20 minutes for a cheeseburger at Mc D) so I spend like 45 minutes per meal and I can´t eat a lot at in those 45 min so I have to eat at least 3 times a day to maintain my weight, this problem is also why I can´t work and I can´t get disability money for it so it´s checkmate and I have to ctb in the beginning of April.

So yeah I fucking hate eating, I really don´t get why people with normal functioning bodies complain because of you could probably wolf down a meal in 5-10 minutes if you really tried to hurry but I can´t I am forced to chew on the same bite for 3-5 minutes until the food is liquefied so I can swallow it, I fucking hate my defect body..
 
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AveryConure

Some idiot
May 11, 2018
437
I'm fat and have to eat a shitty Totino's pizza rn just so my body can quit bitching at me and I honestly wished I could just go without food for the rest of my life. If science could somehow make coffee give you all the shit your body needs I would jump on that shit so fast
 
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TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,852
Yeah eating is one of the everyday things our stupid body needs everyday to survive. I actually feel a bit guilty knowing that a large amount of my money goes towards sustenance, let alone rent, and all other daily necessities. Sure I could go homeless and dumpster dive, but knowing my street smarts, social skills, and lack of good survival skills, I won't last more than a day, a week if lucky, plus my health would be even worse (mentally and physically) without a roof over my head, a bed, food, and basic necessities.
 
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anuglymale

Member
Feb 16, 2019
91
The only thing I legit love about being alive is eating
 
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Walilamdzi

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Mar 21, 2019
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Relatable. I also find it really hard to even decide what food to eat or things to buy, it all feels like a big mental effort.
 
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