sadlystillgoing3
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- Feb 3, 2019
- 54
To make a long story short: I've been having vertigo along with a plethora of other horrible symptoms since last spring. Seen many doctors and getting an MRI&MRA soon. Possible migraines.
So, I had gone over a month without vertigo until tonight. It was terrible. Usually it's only a few seconds and goes away if I lay down but it lasted almost 5 minutes of intense spinning. I couldn't get up, I couldn't open my eyes. I felt so sick. Now my head is killing me. And this may be TMI but it happened when I was...enjoying myself (if u know what i mean)...which is like a horrible curse. I can't even feel pleasure in this fucking life and I've researched a lot and vertigo during/after sex is VERY VERY uncommon so what are the odds that it'd happen to me?! I'm so unlucky it's like the universe is throwing every sign at me to just end it all.
I'm hoping they'll find some inoperable tumor so that I don't have to be the one to end my life but there's about a .00000000001% chance of that happening.
So, I had gone over a month without vertigo until tonight. It was terrible. Usually it's only a few seconds and goes away if I lay down but it lasted almost 5 minutes of intense spinning. I couldn't get up, I couldn't open my eyes. I felt so sick. Now my head is killing me. And this may be TMI but it happened when I was...enjoying myself (if u know what i mean)...which is like a horrible curse. I can't even feel pleasure in this fucking life and I've researched a lot and vertigo during/after sex is VERY VERY uncommon so what are the odds that it'd happen to me?! I'm so unlucky it's like the universe is throwing every sign at me to just end it all.
I'm hoping they'll find some inoperable tumor so that I don't have to be the one to end my life but there's about a .00000000001% chance of that happening.