Water-Lily
Enlightened
- Dec 26, 2020
- 1,182
Made a connection with a guy I liked. He liked me too. initially it was great and we talked everyday for almost 5-6 months. However I developed a very unhealthy and mentally unstable envy towards him. I became jealous of how he'd talk about how loving his family is, how he has all these understanding friends and loves his college. While I had the opposite traumatic experince. I should be proud of him but instead I compared my life to his and felt jealous. It was getting bad so I just told him I needed a break. Its not fair to him I am harboring feelings I am unwilling to change.
Just shows that I am too mentally unstable to even accept a healthy person. I guess thats why I am attracted to deviant/bad Boys/unhealthy people
Just shows that I am too mentally unstable to even accept a healthy person. I guess thats why I am attracted to deviant/bad Boys/unhealthy people