Venting I had to change plans

[L1egeCh0cholate]

From what I've seen, SN has become pretty hard to get. Because of that, I've been thinking about jumping down a bridge. I was thinking about jumping off the Jacque Cartier bridge, but there's gates to prevent CTB...

(An image of the bridge as reference.)



I don't know what I'm gonna do. Can anything even be done?

On top of that it's not a perfect height since it's only around 46m.

I hope SN will become available reliably soon.

 

[LastNite]

SN isn't that hard to get. It's just expensive most of the time. There's other methods that you could look into in the suicide resource compilation.

 

[darksouls]

however you decide
I hope you find peace

 

[L1egeCh0cholate]

SN isn't that hard to get. It's just expensive most of the time. There's other methods that you could look into in the suicide resource compilation.

I'll have to check it out for sure, I've become pretty rusty and a wellness check would most likely send me to the ward. They came before and already have a file on me so.... At least money isn't a problem.

 

[L1egeCh0cholate]

however you decide
I hope you find peace

Thank you

 

[LastNite]

I'll have to check it out for sure, I've become pretty rusty and a wellness check would most likely send me to the ward. They came before and already have a file on me so.... At least money isn't a problem.

You can look into the opioid method. It can be expensive sometimes. There's plenty of opioids on the streets, but it's hard to find a dealer if you aren't familiar with it. There's also plenty of opioids being sold on darknet markets. I plan on buying Fentanyl, it's a bit hard getting money though because you need to convert it to crypto which goes down and up in price at any moment. I didnt set a date yet but I think any day next winter will do and that gives me extra time to save up more money.

If you need any help figuring it out you can message me, also you should look into the conversation that goes on that thread. Theres plenty of helpful info. I didn't know about opioid genetic tolerance a couple days ago but I do now after reading that thread.

 

[J&L383]

SN isn't that hard to get. It's just expensive most of the time. There's other methods that you could look into in the suicide resource compilation.

I would put bridge jumping way down on my list.

 

[LastNite]

I would put bridge jumping way down on my list.

I dont know if you meant to reply to OP or me lol but I kind of agree that height sucks butt. It looks like it's over a body of water which means you need it to be way higher to work the way you intend for it to work.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the relief you search for, it's just so cruel and dreadful to me how we exist in this anti-suicide world where the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what, I see so much cruelty in how there isn't the option to just simply cease existing in peace as all I want is to never suffer ever again, I just wish for painless guaranteed poison.

 

[L1egeCh0cholate]

I dont know if you meant to reply to OP or me lol but I kind of agree that height sucks butt. It looks like it's over a body of water which means you need it to be way higher to work the way you intend for it to work.

Yeah that's for sure. The last few years, people have been known to manage to get all the way up the bridge through what was most likely maintenance paths. The doors are pretty obvious along the bridge so I might check that out to get height. I don't really know yet :p

 

[Alexandra_]

I wish you luck in your search for SN as well. The bridge was a bust, but you can climb to the roof of the building or find another bridge