demitriusmigsysvotf
It takes a man to be a man
- Oct 1, 2023
- 84
i already mentioned in my messages that i hate myself and etc. well, i tried the method with pills. and... I JUST FELT NOTHING. ABSOLUTELY. i even drank alcohol for it to be effective. i took around 30 pills i guess and drank a lot of vodka. somehow i didnt even throw up after all that. then i tried slitting my wrists trying to cut an artery in the arm. i forgot the name. and i just couldnt make it. now i have 3 ugly scars on my hands. none of my friends want to talk to me, neither my parents do. all the people who i was close to just left me cause of my mental problems. every day for me is hell, im suffering from all that. i just wish someone needed me.
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