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suicidalloser

Specialist
Jun 30, 2023
365
-rock bottom
-all things lost
-no one around to interfere or care
but then again SI is unpredictable too so being killed is still viable
 
Huggs

Huggs

Wish for peace
Jul 6, 2023
209
I'm sorry. No one should have to experience this.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,245
I'd say no one should experience this. I for myself would definitely CTB before my flat was cleared by court order, they'd have to clear my remnants, too. I'm not in danger of this, but just in the case, I would certainly CTB much easier!
 
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Aisley

Aisley

Wizard
Mar 12, 2023
624
Being on the streets is honestly not the worst thing in the world. I've done it. At one time I was sleeping in a park close to my work, so I'd come in early for my shift, and take extra time in the washroom. And leading up to that I was hanging out with a bunch of kids getting fucked up all day, busking in the evening for more money to get fucked up some more. I might be rose-tinting it in my head, but I didn't really have a bad time. Not caring if you live or die can lighten everything that way.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,250
It sounds so awful what you are going through, I think it's so horrible how such a thing as homelessness even exists, to me this world undeniably is so hellish.
 
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suicidalloser

Specialist
Jun 30, 2023
365
It sounds so awful what you are going through, I think it's so horrible how such a thing as homelessness even exists, to me this world undeniably is so hellish.
thank you kindly.
 
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damianshawl

Member
Jun 9, 2023
33
Being on the streets is honestly not the worst thing in the world. I've done it. At one time I was sleeping in a park close to my work, so I'd come in early for my shift, and take extra time in the washroom. And leading up to that I was hanging out with a bunch of kids getting fucked up all day, busking in the evening for more money to get fucked up some more. I might be rose-tinting it in my head, but I didn't really have a bad time. Not caring if you live or die can lighten everything that way.
It's pretty much the worst thing for me. I can barely survive as is, being homeless and alone more than I already am would just be putting the cherry on top of a shit hand I've already been dealt.
 
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Yakamoz

Yakamoz

passer-by
Jun 26, 2022
329
Being on the streets is honestly not the worst thing in the world. I've done it. At one time I was sleeping in a park close to my work, so I'd come in early for my shift, and take extra time in the washroom. And leading up to that I was hanging out with a bunch of kids getting fucked up all day, busking in the evening for more money to get fucked up some more. I might be rose-tinting it in my head, but I didn't really have a bad time. Not caring if you live or die can lighten everything that way.
You had a job but still without a place? How did you move in to your current place then
 
Aisley

Aisley

Wizard
Mar 12, 2023
624
You had a job but still without a place? How did you move in to your current place then
Yeah, after a few months of partying, I slowly figured out that winter would come and I'd need a paycheck before I could pay rent. So I hid that I was sleeping practically across the street from my employer until I got a place. And that was maybe ten homes ago. Twenty years.
 
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Torabol

Torabol

Student
Apr 15, 2023
107
Probably is. I know I'd shoot myself far before getting homeless
 
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