AngelGirl
Cat
- May 18, 2019
- 167
Lately I've been under a lot of stress.
I just impulsively downloaded Tinder two days ago just because I missed talking to guys so much.
I made it clear to everyone that I'm strictly just gonna talk, but still I got a lot of guys to talk to me. But just having someone to talk to can be so fun and I've been spending so much time just talking.
I want to stop having fun because i just want to end my life asap, and in order to do that I should refrain from anything that is even remotely fun to me. So it is kind of frustrating that Tinder has been so addicting for me the last couple of days.
I know I wasn't gonna kill myself immediately anyway but I really don't want to recover and I'm worried that doing "nice" things will make me get better.
I just impulsively downloaded Tinder two days ago just because I missed talking to guys so much.
I made it clear to everyone that I'm strictly just gonna talk, but still I got a lot of guys to talk to me. But just having someone to talk to can be so fun and I've been spending so much time just talking.
I want to stop having fun because i just want to end my life asap, and in order to do that I should refrain from anything that is even remotely fun to me. So it is kind of frustrating that Tinder has been so addicting for me the last couple of days.
I know I wasn't gonna kill myself immediately anyway but I really don't want to recover and I'm worried that doing "nice" things will make me get better.