Venting I got SN in my hands

[Nymph]

Finally have it in my home, I can end everything whenever I want to. I feel more at ease and calmer.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I have found that it is not that simple. If I had no family it would be sooo much easier ... I think anyway.

 

[Nymph]

I have found that it is not that simple. If I had no family it would be sooo much easier ... I think anyway.

Oh damn. Sorry to hear that. Are you having trouble with purchasing it or using it?

 

[falloutcarter13]

Mine's on the way. I don't even have it yet, and already I feel more in control than I ever have in my life. Know exactly what you're talking about, just having a way out is powerful.

 

[feast or famine]

I wish I did. I feel like a lot of my stress is due to the fact that I don't have a reliable plan in place. My most recent attempt was impulsive and I ended up spending a week in the hospital from the injuries, then I was transferred to psych for 3 weeks. It would be nice to have SN on hand to alleviate that stress.

 

[Nymph]

Mine's on the way. I don't even have it yet, and already I feel more in control than I ever have in my life. Know exactly what you're talking about, just having a way out is powerful.

Yeah same, I made a post about my sn being on the way and I also felt calmer already. Its like you got all the things you need and now it's just time to decide when to do it.

 

[iOnceFeltAlive]

Yes I've been sent that link too, it's reliable

Sweet

 

[esse_est_percipi]

I wish I did. I feel like a lot of my stress is due to the fact that I don't have a reliable plan in place.

same here

 

[Nymph]

I wish I did. I feel like a lot of my stress is due to the fact that I don't have a reliable plan in place. My most recent attempt was impulsive and I ended up spending a week in the hospital from the injuries, then I was transferred to psych for 3 weeks. It would be nice to have SN on hand to alleviate that stress.

Oh dang that sucks, sorry you had to go through that. I think SN is a pretty reliable plan tho. Better to stock up before it becomes partially banned (unless that has happened already where you live-sorry)

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Oh damn. Sorry to hear that. Are you having trouble with purchasing it or using it?

Not with purchasing it ... I have family who will be devastated. They are religious.

 

[Nymph]

Not with purchasing it ... I have family who will be devastated. They are religious.


Not with purchasing it ... I have family who will be devastated. They are religious.

Ah I see, I've also been thinking about the same thing. I don't have a set date yet because of that reason (it's one of the reasons) I have a family that likes me and they will be broken but then also- they brought me to life selfishly so it's my decision if I want to end it

 

[InterstateFlowers]

The happiest I last remember being is successfully obtaining my metoclopramide legally. Huge wave of relief for being convincing enough.

 

[LostandTired]

I bought an antiemetic through eBay it's called domperidone slice help digestion. This would work fine as an antiemetic right?

Someone sent me the link to it and I really hope it's ok to use

Just be sure Domperidone is taken at least 15-30 mins before taking antacids or acid regulators, if they are part of your regimen. It's in the guide but stating just in case.

 

[Fire&Ash]

I was wondering when you put the amount of SN in the glass of water do you drink all of it?

 

[iOnceFeltAlive]

Just be sure Domperidone is taken at least 15-30 mins before taking antacids or acid regulators, if they are part of your regimen. It's in the guide but stating just in case.

Would I take the same amount as I would if I had meto?

 

[LostandTired]

Would I take the same amount as I would if I had meto?

I would say yes because nothing in reading the various guides says you have to adjust dosage unless yours comes in other than a 10mg tablet. Then it's up to you to adjust according to packaging recommended. My first comment is based on a guide and reading the label on my domperidone packaging that antacid interferes with its efficacy.

 

[LetzteAusfahrt]

I have found that it is not that simple. If I had no family it would be sooo much easier ... I think anyway.

Sometimes I feel a little guilty when I write about how easy it will be for me. How much I'm looking forward to it and almost can't wait.
I always forget that I am in a very privileged situation myself.

I have lost everything material
I have no relationship
I have no friends
I have no family
I have no money
I don't believe in anything
I'm not afraid

I cannot imagine how difficult it must be to leave loving people behind. When you know how much pain you inflict on them.

I wish everyone in this situation that, after carefully assessing their situation, they will come to an answer to this important question that is right for them.

 

[Sinai Silence]

Glad to hear you feel more at ease with it in your possession. I felt the same once mine arrived.

 

[iOnceFeltAlive]

Sometimes I feel a little guilty when I write about how easy it will be for me. How much I'm looking forward to it and almost can't wait.
I always forget that I am in a very privileged situation myself.

I have lost everything material
I have no relationship
I have no friends
I have no family
I have no money
I don't believe in anything
I'm not afraid

I cannot imagine how difficult it must be to leave loving people behind. When you know how much pain you inflict on them.

I wish everyone in this situation that, after carefully assessing their situation, they will come to an answer to this important question that is right for them.

I still have my parents and a few friends. But I'm still going to ctb because I'm not advancing in life and my health really seems to be regressing very quick. Also I know that once they're gone I still won't be on my feet and will probably have to couch surf or end up homeless. I just really hope it doesn't hurt my parents so much. They probably see it coming already to be honest.

 

[ITryHard]

I ordered mine of the popular crafting site last Saturday from a Russian seller, and it has yet to be dispatched. I'm already nervous as I live in Canada where it's (I believe) partially banned, but I would feel more at ease if it's actually dispatched. Ordered 200 gr. and felt very much in control the day I ordered it. But with each day that it is not dispatched, I find myself getting more and more despondent. Fingers crossed that it is both dispatched soon and gets to me safely.

 

[VexRal]

Mine just arrived in the reshipping service's center. Waiting for it to be processed so I can get it sent here. I'm worried as well, but it feels comforting that I'll soon have the option to ctb.

 

[ITryHard]

Mine just arrived in the reshipping service's center. Waiting for it to be processed so I can get it sent here. I'm worried as well, but it feels comforting that I'll soon have the option to ctb.

Good luck with the reshipment. I didn't go with one and am kicking myself now for not. Perhaps if I need to order it again, you or some other members can explain the reshipping process to me as I'm a little confused by it.

 

[VexRal]

Good luck with the reshipment. I didn't go with one and am kicking myself now for not. Perhaps if I need to order it again, you or some other members can explain the reshipping process to me as I'm a little confused by it.

Thanks! Hope yours comes safely as well. Feel free to pm me if ever. Process has been fairly quick so far, might be a little expensive though.