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katara

katara

tired all the time
Mar 17, 2022
297
I'm always very tired but more now then usually bc I have been extremely sick the past 2 days. I threw up so much even though I have barely been eating this past week. I had chest pain, couldn't breathe and vomit even came out of my nose which has never happened to me before. On top of all that I noticed my eye sight has been getting worse and things I used to be able to see I can't anymore.
Now I'm extremely tired I basically slept all day, could barely walk, and I was thinking about how upset I am that I don't have anyone to take care of me. I would love to be married or have a friend who would hold me when I'm at my lowest when im panicking. Instead I suffer alone. I put on a livestream I like watching, and that's the only thing keeping me from being here alone in my bed listening to nothing but the sound of my air conditioner and fan.
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Illuminated
Mar 21, 2019
3,740
Yeah, something is wrong.
I felt like that a few years ago. Just before the end, got into the hospital. A wild time floating somewhere between caring and dead. Not really in control anymore.
They figured it out. Treatment beat the odds. Here I am.

It might be time to get it checked out before you check out. Or not...
 
katara

katara

tired all the time
Mar 17, 2022
297
Yeah, something is wrong.
I felt like that a few years ago. Just before the end, got into the hospital. A wild time floating somewhere between caring and dead. Not really in control anymore.
They figured it out. Treatment beat the odds. Here I am.

It might be time to get it checked out before you check out. Or not...
I don't have money to go to a hospital and healthcare is terrible where I live that's part of the reason I'm still on this site. I didn't even finish high school.
 

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