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Zotz101
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- Dec 19, 2021
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I got in last Tuesday. I am a semi frequent poster on this forum. I don't actually know how to feel. On one hand, my mind is fucking blown. I can't believe that something like that could happen to me. Yet, I don't want to go? Isn't that the worst thing in the world. I wish my parents never even made me apply. Because I took a spot from someone else who would have died to have that opportunity. I don't mean to sound like an ungrateful bitch. I know how lucky I am to have this opportunity staring in front of me. Yet, I don't feel lucky. I feel miserable. I am always miserable. Haha. Cheers, everyone.