iknowwhatyouredoing
something inside turned the lights out
- Jan 30, 2020
- 29
i lost my job due to covid and ive been living on savings since then, but now theyre about to run out and i need to look into getting a job. my last job was somewhat abusive and made me hate my life even more, and i relapsed self harm a few times during which i haven't done in years. now im realizing that ive felt that way about literally every job ive had. even just looking for one makes me panic and im worried that once i get one im just gonna relapse or worse. not to mention that the industry that i went to school for has basically collapsed due to covid and wont recover for probably a while. why do i have to live in a country with such shitty workplace environments and workers rights? what can i do to cope with these things