ConfusedHurting2632
Student
- Dec 22, 2021
- 116
There, the title says it. The younger you are, in theory, the further away from death you are, and at 21 I'm still very young, assuming my full natural lifespan would be 60-80 something years old.
It feels like I've been alive for so long, and been through so many unbearable obstacles...and yet I'm only 21 and not even halfway through my lifespan.
I wish I was old and fragile so that I'd be closer to death (naturally). But at age 21 a natural death is so fucking far away, and I hate it.
It feels like I've been alive for so long, and been through so many unbearable obstacles...and yet I'm only 21 and not even halfway through my lifespan.
I wish I was old and fragile so that I'd be closer to death (naturally). But at age 21 a natural death is so fucking far away, and I hate it.