Someone asked, I told. I was honest. I hate it here. They wanted me to have a purpose. The only reason I'm here is because I've failed so much. I fail at living. I fail at dying.. I fail ... now here I am. Preparing to die. Again. And I know I'm gonna fuck up so why should I try ...
I hate it here
So do I, but is there anything worth living for?
I ask because I've tried so many times and am giving up. I have 3 months until I'm forced outside and want to hear someone say they have something to live for.
If you do CTB, how do you plan on doing so?
I ask because I live in Ohio where we don't have physician assisted suicide. I want to ask a doctor for help but can't because they'll place me in a mental hospital. It's frustrating because there are methods of ending a life, but even if Ohio offered a right to die, I wouldn't qualify.