makethepainstop
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- Sep 16, 2022
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All right this time I asked for it, so please do give your opinions. Even if I personally don't like your opinion, it will still be valuable to me. Little background so you know what s bugging me. My biological dad and mom divorced when I was four years old.Mom remarried my step dad who was always screaming and threatening me at age five my hell began. Anyhow here is where I get weird...... There was a kid I knew in highschool, his dad was a city cop. When little Danny Jr would get caught with marijuana at home, his dad would take off his police equipment belt, and beat hell out of Danny. Most of you would be like oh my God how cruel for that teenage boy! (Ok, I did warn you about the weird part). I felt so jealous and envious the he had a dad who would whip his ass like that, and I didn't.
I mean to me that would be real love to have a dad that cared enough to beat hell out of you. Hope I haven't scared everyone here. One time I got caught smoking in gym class, the coach snatched my ass up and slammed me into some lockers.(More noise than pain, really). Again I'm going weird, but I actually ENJOYED it!
Yes I did! I knew another guy whose dad would slug him hard enough to leave some really nice bruises. 
Again I was so damn envious, because I couldn't get that in a single mom house. I had an uncle both redneck and a marine you used to beat my smart mouth cousins ass on a bi-weekly basis, (Terry deserved it). As always I was deeply hurt that couldn't have a dad like that. So as a kid was I wanting the pain a dad has to inflict on his son/s as punishment? Or was I so starved for alpha male affection that to my weird way of thinking, an ass kicking, or beating WAS how dad's showed their sons affection? I think in my next life I am going to be the most troubled teenage boy in America. I bet I'll get my dad's attention in that life. God help my mom and dad. Did any guys here have a dad that used physical punishments? Love to know what that is like. I think I'd have been a better man if I'd had a strong dad or even uncle to kick my ass a lot. Hope I didn't scare or frighten anyone here. Love to everyone here.
I mean to me that would be real love to have a dad that cared enough to beat hell out of you. Hope I haven't scared everyone here. One time I got caught smoking in gym class, the coach snatched my ass up and slammed me into some lockers.(More noise than pain, really). Again I'm going weird, but I actually ENJOYED it! Yes I did! I knew another guy whose dad would slug him hard enough to leave some really nice bruises. Again I was so damn envious, because I couldn't get that in a single mom house. I had an uncle both redneck and a marine you used to beat my smart mouth cousins ass on a bi-weekly basis, (Terry deserved it). As always I was deeply hurt that couldn't have a dad like that. So as a kid was I wanting the pain a dad has to inflict on his son/s as punishment? Or was I so starved for alpha male affection that to my weird way of thinking, an ass kicking, or beating WAS how dad's showed their sons affection? I think in my next life I am going to be the most troubled teenage boy in America. I bet I'll get my dad's attention in that life. God help my mom and dad. Did any guys here have a dad that used physical punishments? Love to know what that is like. I think I'd have been a better man if I'd had a strong dad or even uncle to kick my ass a lot. Hope I didn't scare or frighten anyone here. Love to everyone here.
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