Method I finally gave up

[D_Ana]

After 12 years of intense fights with my own thoughts i decided to finally gave up, i've been a mess since then and im still a mess, coming out as trans didnt help with my vision of how life is.

I hate existence, i hate existing and i hate that i tried to exists for people around me instead of really caring for how i feel, so i decided to game end me, i dont know how i will do it and thats why im creating this thread, im scared of pain as you can imagine so im looking for the most painless, peaceful way to go out, my options are all throwing me against a truck since i live close to a highway but, if somehow survive, that would mess not only my body but also more people and i dont really want that, if i need money to get something i will so im open to suggestions.

 

[Yaffle]

After 12 years of intense fights with my own thoughts i decided to finally gave up, i've been a mess since then and im still a mess, coming out as trans didnt help with my vision of how life is.

I hate existence, i hate existing and i hate that i tried to exists for people around me instead of really caring for how i feel, so i decided to game end me, i dont know how i will do it and thats why im creating this thread, im scared of pain as you can imagine so im looking for the most painless, peaceful way to go out, my options are all throwing me against a truck since i live close to a highway but, if somehow survive, that would mess not only my body but also more people and i dont really want that, if i need money to get something i will so im open to suggestions.

I'll either use a Nitrogen exit hood or CO gas.

Such a shame Nembutal is unavailable and I wouldn't know where to start looking for Fentanyl. It seems so much easier to swallow a potion or pills than the gas methods.

Also Hydrogen Sulphide is supposed to be very quick. It's detailed in the PPeH and is made by combining Lime Sulphur and Hydrochloric acid.

I'll caveat that both CO and Hydrogen Sulphide can be lethal to other people so you must ensure you don't endanger anybody else.

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds like you've suffered for a long time, it's certainly very much understandable just wishing to be free from this existence you hate. Anyway I wish you the best and I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.

 

[iusedtobehappy]

I'll either use a Nitrogen exit hood or CO gas.

Such a shame Nembutal is unavailable and I wouldn't know where to start looking for Fentanyl. It seems so much easier to swallow a potion or pills than the gas methods.

Also Hydrogen Sulphide is supposed to be very quick. It's detailed in the PPeH and is made by combining Lime Sulphur and Hydrochloric acid.

I'll caveat that both CO and Hydrogen Sulphide can be lethal to other people so you must ensure you don't endanger anybody else.

Would it be possible to know how to mix the two together, what proportions, do we inhale in a small room, any details about it, for those of us that don't subscribe to EI? Thank you in advance.

 

[KillerIsMe]

After 12 years of intense fights with my own thoughts i decided to finally gave up, i've been a mess since then and im still a mess, coming out as trans didnt help with my vision of how life is.

I hate existence, i hate existing and i hate that i tried to exists for people around me instead of really caring for how i feel, so i decided to game end me, i dont know how i will do it and thats why im creating this thread, im scared of pain as you can imagine so im looking for the most painless, peaceful way to go out, my options are all throwing me against a truck since i live close to a highway but, if somehow survive, that would mess not only my body but also more people and i dont really want that, if i need money to get something i will so im open to suggestions.

Why not give living for yourself a try if you supposedly haven't tried that yet?

I understand that you want to go and I'm so sorry. But seeing people go who haven't exhausted all other options is really horrible. I guarantee you that there is some way to turn it around.

 

[Yaffle]

Would it be possible to know how to mix the two together, what proportions, do we inhale in a small room, any details about it, for those of us that don't subscribe to EI? Thank you in advance.

Nitrogen or CO, they're two separate methods.

You don't need to subscribe to EI; the PPeH is here on SaSu.

PPH Essentials 2022

https://bunkrr.su/d/STZOEANPJhEjC [link has no preview] Edit: August 2023, fixed the links.

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[iusedtobehappy]

Nitrogen or CO, they're two separate methods.

You don't need to subscribe to EI; the PPeH is here on SaSu.

PPH Essentials 2022

https://bunkrr.su/d/STZOEANPJhEjC [link has no preview] Edit: August 2023, fixed the links.

sanctioned-suicide.net

Oh I meant this
"Also Hydrogen Sulphide is supposed to be very quick. It's detailed in the PPeH and is made by combining Lime Sulphur and Hydrochloric acid."

Thank you for the link.

 

[Yaffle]

Oh I meant this
"Also Hydrogen Sulphide is supposed to be very quick. It's detailed in the PPeH and is made by combining Lime Sulphur and Hydrochloric acid."

Thank you for the link.

I'm sorry, I didn't expand the quoted reply and just saw N and CO.

 

[iusedtobehappy]

I'm sorry, I didn't expand the quoted reply and just saw N and CO.

Oh NP. I'm trying to get the info now for the Lime Sulphur and Hydrochloric acid. Thank you again.