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annique
earth's rotation gets me dizzy everyday
- Jul 5, 2022
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a place here in my house where i can hang from, i've tried it a bit as if i were to actually do it definitely and i think it works quite well... i'm now left with deciding when i should exit existence. i'm considering picking my soon-to-come birthday (which is in august), that'd be a hell of a gift i'd give myself
as i'm still a couple of weeks from said day, i have to enjoy the days i've got left, don't i? what could i do? i've lost interest in almost everything i once liked, i can't even focus on writing, which was something i liked to do oftenly
fortunately, i still got that one suicide note i wrote back in may, when i thought i'd finally go through with dying for good (unfortunately, though, i was too weak and couldn't pull it off... i got the feeling i'm now a bit stronger )
as i'm still a couple of weeks from said day, i have to enjoy the days i've got left, don't i? what could i do? i've lost interest in almost everything i once liked, i can't even focus on writing, which was something i liked to do oftenly
fortunately, i still got that one suicide note i wrote back in may, when i thought i'd finally go through with dying for good (unfortunately, though, i was too weak and couldn't pull it off... i got the feeling i'm now a bit stronger )