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Seekingawayout

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Dec 10, 2022
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So after my almost success, I fell asleep for awhile. Buzz totally gone, and that sucks. I only have 2 shots of rum left. I hope it's enough to give me a courage boost. I've been testing the door set up, I think it seems solid. Luckily everyone is still asleep. I really want this done!
 
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Do I answer?
Nov 23, 2022
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Good luck in finding peace, wish you the best
 
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Seekingawayout

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Dec 10, 2022
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Good luck in finding peace, wish you the best
Thanks! I just took some Benadryl to hopefully help the alcohol. I'm really so upset my anchor broke. It was both encouraging and discouraging at the same time. I tried the same position with the door set up, but haven't been able to stay in before the urge to stand overwhelms me. However, I do get very disoriented after a few seconds. If I can't make this position work, I might try full with knot in front. That pressure cutting off my windpipe is a big "eek" to me.
 
Per Ardua Ad Astra

Per Ardua Ad Astra

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Per ardua ad astra 💫🕊️🙏
 
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Seekingawayout

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Dec 10, 2022
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Last of the alcohol is down. Will be trying as soon as it hits.
 
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Good luck, we're all here for you no matter what happens
 
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I hope that you manage to find the freedom that you so desperately wish for. Best of luck.
 
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Seekingawayout

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Good luck, we're all here for you no matter what happens
I really appreciate this community. I was thinking of all sorts of bad ways to go about this before I found this forum. Most everyone is so supportive no matter if you do or don't go through with it. I think this forum is the only thing that's kept me "sane" and from plunging a knife into my neck (yes, I've thought about it many many times)! I haven't been here long, but I appreciate every single one of you. So willing to reach out with no judgement, just a willing ear. I would have done something stupid and painful without you all. ❤️
Thank you, SaSu!
 
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Das sind wahre Worte. Ich empfinde das genauso. Für mich ist diese Seite schon zu einem Zufluchtsort geworden.
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