I feel wrong

[Kadaver]

I'm a trans person and God my body just doesn't feel like my own. I feel like I'm in the wrong body and I just hate being perceived. I don't want people to see me. I don't want to leave the house anytime I don't have to.

I hate my body. I hate my chest. My chest makes me feel like I'm wrong. I know that too surgery is a thing but it's so damn expensive that I don't know if I can do it anytime soon.

I don't know what to do. I feel like I can't do anything while I have my chest and it makes me want to CTB. Like how can I live my life like this?

 

[strawberry_lemons]

im so sorry your experiacing somthing like that. im gender queer myself so i understand to an extent but i know its not the same. i wish you all the love i can offer and i hope you feel better soon