DeathIsTheWayOut99
Warlock
- Jun 6, 2020
- 798
I had joined a site called Fetlife not too long ago. Its basically Facebook but purely for talking about sex and engaging with others about it. I was on and off about it but eventually was like "fuck it I'll try it". For the most part it was interesting. But I slowly saw my mental health declining. I have always sought after relationships and hookup as an unhealthy desire to escape my mental health and decided to be honest. I felt like not engaging much and openly told people I was talking to I am not ready instead of just ghosting. In way I feel a desire to be with a person, but I also now I am not in a healthy mental state to commit to anyone. I feel at 22 I am running out of time while some of my friends are younger and are already in committed relationships. I feel so jealous lol
Also I hope this topic is not too innapropriate. This is my first time talking about this. I am so embarrassed lol.
Also I hope this topic is not too innapropriate. This is my first time talking about this. I am so embarrassed lol.