I feel truly ready to go.

[LaVieEnRose]

If any of these bottles of assorted medications were sufficient to do the trick I would try if not tonight, then sometime shortly. Wish I had something acceptably good at my disposal now.

 

[befree]

If you don´t want to end up as a vegetabile in psych. ward, don´t do any experiments with assorted medications. Take your time and read books and guides and use the search function of this website to find the right proven method for you.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand how you feel. I think that many people feel comforted by having a method like N or SN by their side, knowing that they can just exit when the time is right for them. It's so unfair how suicide is this difficult. A peaceful exit should be a human right and it should be easily accessible. Nobody should ever have to feel as though they are trapped in this world. I hope that you find freedom from your suffering. Best wishes.