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sillybillygo
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- Aug 9, 2021
- 22
I tried hanging myself again last night and my mom made it a big deal about how I was doing it because I hate her. And we got in a physical alternation because I tried to keep the scarf I hanged my self with and she called the police on me and said I tried to kill myself and I told them I didn't so I wouldn't get locked away. But I hate this shitty shoebox apartment I'm trapped in and this shitty customer service job and my mom is forcing me to be alive not because she loves me but so I can suffer along side her and I resent her for it and I hate fighting with her. I know she's the reason I'm so screwed up. I hate myself and my life and I'm tried of looking at the same shit everyday and going on social media and dreaming I had someone else's life instead of being a stuck, broke loser. I feel like forcing someone to be alive is abuse and all she did was take photos and videos of me trying to end my life and fight with me. I wish I could smash her phone.
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