I feel so trapped

[Jess]

Nobody should be Forced to live this fucking life. Especially people that went through traumas. I just can't wait to die. I always wish to get cancer and just die already.

 

[Pluto]

The whole situation is crazy. Especially when there are people who want to be here but are dying of cancer, accidents, etc. And we are forced to live out an endless nightmare. The universe has a seriously sick sense of humour.

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, it is cruel how we are expected to suffer for decades. We all deserve a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing. It is our life, our decision. It is horrible being alive. I see it as being better to never be born in the first place. I see death as being freedom as it is the one way to end all suffering.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Do you feel any hope? Any hope that you will Succeed at CTB? Or is that hopeless too?

 

[NormaJeane]

Something is very wrong with the society when people are forced to live, no matter the cirumstances, but our pets are killed at the veterinarian.

 

[ThirteenthStep]

Me too :(

 

[FlatHead]

Forcing someone to stay alive is a horrific thing to do to somebody

 

[Wrennie]

I'm so fed up with life at this point as well. I'm sickly and thin from my disease and I had to shave most of my hair off because I don't have the energy to properly maintain it anymore. Today, after a horrible appointment with my neuro who is now withholding my life-saving medication from me because he did a complete 180 on our formerly agreed-upon treatment plan without any prior notice, I was being wheeled into the hospital elevator by my mother (I'm too diseased to walk) and some dude in the elevator casually asked her "Is that your son?"
I used to look like a model.

I'm just done with people. With life. With everything.

 

[Jess]

Do you feel any hope? Any hope that you will Succeed at CTB? Or is that hopeless too?

I don't feel hope. I'm more scared of it cus it may fail