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deepdive
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- Jun 17, 2020
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I want to ctb and do so by SN but I was convinced by someone to get rid of my SN quite a while ago so I don't have any and I regret that so much. The source I had is no longer available and I cant find another. Not only that, but when I tried to get meto, it ended in me in a mental hospital because I gave in when they asked about my mental health (In part due to the person previously mentioned) in hopes that it would help. It didnt. At the time I still had a bit of a desire to live, but that was 2 years ago now.
I have no desire to live but I don't know how to ctb. There is a building I think I could jump from (14 stories up) but I don't like A.) the risk and B.) how it could hurt others. I want to go on my own in private.
I have no desire to live but I don't know how to ctb. There is a building I think I could jump from (14 stories up) but I don't like A.) the risk and B.) how it could hurt others. I want to go on my own in private.