I feel so suicidal

[skyfall]

I feel so suicidal, I want to die but I don't want to do ctb this year.

 

[Traveller12724]

I am sorry you feel that way, I know how it feels, is ctb the goal sometime in the future or do you just wanna find a way to get better ?

 

[skyfall]

I am sorry you feel that way, I know how it feels, is ctb the goal sometime in the future or do you just wanna find a way to get better ?

I don't know if I am going to ctb in the future and I want to find a way to get better

 

[Praestat_Mori]

What's causing your thoughts about CTB? Does anything trigger it? Have you consulted a doc?