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Queenbannie
New Member
- Jul 5, 2024
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Hey,
26Y Female here
Struggle with depression/social anxiety and adhd since I was 15. I already tried a lot of treatment but nothing helps. I struggle so much with living I cant feel joy and I am always bored. Last years I struggle with addiction and now I am stuck in this house with my parents.
I just want to get high or drunk because its the only thing that makes me happy. I have to be sober for treatment but I don't think it will help me.. I already tried so much. I don't have any friends because I am fucking awkward and boring and dead inside. Why the fuck would anyone hang out with me? When I get close to someone I got extremely anxious they will leave me.. I also can't get in a relationship because of this. Fucking attachment issues.
I just want to die.. I want to go to heaven where I can finally feel joy and happiness. I can't bear tis pain anymore. I live at my parents house and I can't order anything. I am stuck in a life where I don't want to be. I need to find a way out.. I am done..
26Y Female here
Struggle with depression/social anxiety and adhd since I was 15. I already tried a lot of treatment but nothing helps. I struggle so much with living I cant feel joy and I am always bored. Last years I struggle with addiction and now I am stuck in this house with my parents.
I just want to get high or drunk because its the only thing that makes me happy. I have to be sober for treatment but I don't think it will help me.. I already tried so much. I don't have any friends because I am fucking awkward and boring and dead inside. Why the fuck would anyone hang out with me? When I get close to someone I got extremely anxious they will leave me.. I also can't get in a relationship because of this. Fucking attachment issues.
I just want to die.. I want to go to heaven where I can finally feel joy and happiness. I can't bear tis pain anymore. I live at my parents house and I can't order anything. I am stuck in a life where I don't want to be. I need to find a way out.. I am done..