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Justanotherone
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- May 23, 2019
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This is my first post so tell me if I'm doing the wrong format-
Here we go:
I don't live a difficult life, I have friends, a lover, and family that is intact. Yet I feel so alone. I feel like I'm in a self destructive cycle.
I don't want to burden so I hold my tongue, I hold my tongue so frequently I don't know how to speak.I don't speak so I push people away. I don't blame them, so I let them walk away or I push them away. They don't leave but I hate myself and love them so why would I make them have to put up with me?
Here we go:
I don't live a difficult life, I have friends, a lover, and family that is intact. Yet I feel so alone. I feel like I'm in a self destructive cycle.
I don't want to burden so I hold my tongue, I hold my tongue so frequently I don't know how to speak.I don't speak so I push people away. I don't blame them, so I let them walk away or I push them away. They don't leave but I hate myself and love them so why would I make them have to put up with me?