I feel no hope in life anymore, i just know i must ctb.

[HermitLonerGuy]

im 100% sure i will ctb, theres no joy or peace anymore.

Death is the only peace.

Even if someone gave me a big house or money i realized id still feel the same.

I was on wellbutrin for 6 months and it did help but i dont want to go back on it, it gave me bad acid reflux, indigestion and hair loss.

And i dont wana depend on a pill to live life.

I must catch the bus, i must go to the other side.

Im just an empty vessel planning how to obtain his ticket and just chatting to the others at the bus stop.

Thanks to everyone who chats to me in the chatroom, you keep me going everyday.

See you around friends.

 

[FuneralCry]

Your feelings are understandable, it really can be so torturous having to continue to exist when you hate being here. Such a thing as peace could never even exist in this life, it would be impossible for it to. At least to me, as long as we exist there will be no real relief from what causes us to suffer and that is the unfortunate reality. I hope that you find what you wish for.

 

[Conker]

Maybe there will be Corgi's on the other side?

safe travels, friend... kill God for us if you find him.