BitterlyAlive
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- Apr 8, 2020
- 1,635
It's noon here and I've been sleeping all day. I have phone calls that I've needed to make all week and I still haven't done it. One is really important, it's about my finances and could save me a bunch of money. I have to call about my FMLA, I have to call about my insurance. But I'm so tired, and I think about having to talk to people and feel sick/teary.
I think about the awful consequences of not calling and it just makes me feel worse, but doesn't bring me any closer to calling anyone. I don't understand why I can't just bloody do it. I feel so stupid and worthless.
I think about the awful consequences of not calling and it just makes me feel worse, but doesn't bring me any closer to calling anyone. I don't understand why I can't just bloody do it. I feel so stupid and worthless.