aeri
𑁍ˡᵒᵛᵉ ˢᵗᵃʳᵛᵉᵈ ᵖʳⁱⁿᶜᵉˢˢ
- Jan 29, 2020
- 134
honestly sometimes i get the impression i actually could be happy. my passion could satisfy me way more. but i have to pay rents. i have to have a job. im trapped. im worthless because i am not able to make money
i know it's my fault if i am unhappy, if i cant be someone right. but like... i could love my life so much. it's such a waste
but i feel like i have to die. i am not able to make money. i feel like i have to make money, and that's all. i could have been happy. that's how it is.
thank god i have alcohol. even though it may ruin me. that's how it is. i hate my life. i could have liked it. that's how it is. i have to die
i know it's my fault if i am unhappy, if i cant be someone right. but like... i could love my life so much. it's such a waste
but i feel like i have to die. i am not able to make money. i feel like i have to make money, and that's all. i could have been happy. that's how it is.
thank god i have alcohol. even though it may ruin me. that's how it is. i hate my life. i could have liked it. that's how it is. i have to die