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runningdownthathill
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- Jul 1, 2022
- 9
Details are too stupid to discuss legitimately but I've been purposefully withholding getting paid at work because quite frankly I have not done any work for the past month or so (work from home). I just couldn't make myself do it. If I ask for payment though they'll find me out and fire me, probably. But I need the income and people are asking me if everything is going okay and I don't have the heart to tell them it's just the old self-sabotage again. I have a cord set up in my shower ready to go for partial suspension but I haven't had the practice necessary to know what will work quickly. But I have to go, and soon. I can't keep living like this. I can't keep being a failure.