halleyscomet
halley
- Mar 26, 2024
- 307
My days are spent sleeping. That's quite literally it. Maybe the occasional game or reading but that's it.
If you no longer feel joy or any purpose or will to do anything, aren't you dead already?
I barely eat, I'm dehydrated. When I'm awake I just refresh my phone praying someone will reach out to me to talk.
I'm basically already dead, I've been going back and forth between wether I should ctb or not, maybe I just should.
I barely go to work, I'm a waste of resources. Nobody cares about me so if I die they won't be missing much. There is genuinely no reason to live.
I think I'm still here because: a) I'm too lazy to get off my ass and actually attempt b) I'm praying someone or something will drag me out of this pit like a knight in shining armour.
I want to live and be happy more than anything, but I just don't think I'm capable, not in a world like this, and not with a brain like mine.
I'm just not strong enough anymore.
If you no longer feel joy or any purpose or will to do anything, aren't you dead already?
I barely eat, I'm dehydrated. When I'm awake I just refresh my phone praying someone will reach out to me to talk.
I'm basically already dead, I've been going back and forth between wether I should ctb or not, maybe I just should.
I barely go to work, I'm a waste of resources. Nobody cares about me so if I die they won't be missing much. There is genuinely no reason to live.
I think I'm still here because: a) I'm too lazy to get off my ass and actually attempt b) I'm praying someone or something will drag me out of this pit like a knight in shining armour.
I want to live and be happy more than anything, but I just don't think I'm capable, not in a world like this, and not with a brain like mine.
I'm just not strong enough anymore.