I feel like I just died inside

[Sadness20]

I just cried a lot. But now there is nothing. I feel like I have died. There is nothing left, usually even empty feels like a feeling but right now. I don't feel anything. I am just thinking of every possible way to kill myself right now.

 

[RasinBoxECT]

I've had that happen before. It's like a resignation that even feeling sad or empty is pointless. My mind realizes that crying won't help so there is no reason to entertain it. The nothingness normally passes in a day or two for me and the emptiness comes back.
I don't know what you are going through but I hope you feel better soon.