iamheresoareyou
Angelic
- Nov 21, 2022
- 10
hi
i have a lot of thoughts going through my head and it's difficult to put them out there at once
i got out of an abusive relationship recently that started with grooming and conditioning, preying on my insecurities and depression
a relationship where i heard that the only reason why they even considered me was desperation
constatly reminded how ugly and unworthy i am
a relationship where i was hit physically and tormented mentally
they were always trying to make themselves the victims, no matter the pain they caused me
they were aroused when they saw me cry
i lost all my friends because of this relationship
i feel like i lost myself
i find myself crying randomly during the day, experiecing raging suicidal thoughts daily
it's a struggle to connect with anyone, i feel unable to form any form of relationship
i have a lot of thoughts going through my head and it's difficult to put them out there at once
i got out of an abusive relationship recently that started with grooming and conditioning, preying on my insecurities and depression
a relationship where i heard that the only reason why they even considered me was desperation
constatly reminded how ugly and unworthy i am
a relationship where i was hit physically and tormented mentally
they were always trying to make themselves the victims, no matter the pain they caused me
they were aroused when they saw me cry
i lost all my friends because of this relationship
i feel like i lost myself
i find myself crying randomly during the day, experiecing raging suicidal thoughts daily
it's a struggle to connect with anyone, i feel unable to form any form of relationship