Vivir_O_No
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- Dec 10, 2023
- 59
As the title says, do you think this is a sign that I should push with everything I have?
I was writing in my journal about the anxiety I was feeling due to the fact that I don't want to face a relapse again. But at one point I remembered that even when I was at my worst, because of the physical pain I was in, I wasn't able to make a decision like that, and then I laughed and said "fuck it, I can't kill myself anymore". I guess I have to live.
Fuck, it's all so hard, isn't it?
I was writing in my journal about the anxiety I was feeling due to the fact that I don't want to face a relapse again. But at one point I remembered that even when I was at my worst, because of the physical pain I was in, I wasn't able to make a decision like that, and then I laughed and said "fuck it, I can't kill myself anymore". I guess I have to live.
Fuck, it's all so hard, isn't it?