Ali
No exist
- Dec 5, 2018
- 30
I hope not to be ignored again :(
I tried ctb these days, but I have not had the courage and that damn survival instinct ... I hate it!
How would you like to be fired?
Actually I do not care much since I would be dead. But I know that my family will miss me in some way and I do not want to continue bothering after ctb. I do not want to be underground and to cry on a rock. I want to be cremated, but I do not have the means to pay for this and they do not either. I thought about donating the body to science, but I have doubts.
1- If I commit suicide, will they want my body anyway?
2- Will this save my family expenses to avoid a funeral? I am not religious and I do not want one.
3- I read that if the body is in poor condition it can not be received. I go with partial, I have two scars on my neck for cuts and in my legs but they are not big.
I also have a doubt about partial, I'll put it here below once
I faint, is it likely to wake me up, the convulsions as they are?
I tried ctb these days, but I have not had the courage and that damn survival instinct ... I hate it!
How would you like to be fired?
Actually I do not care much since I would be dead. But I know that my family will miss me in some way and I do not want to continue bothering after ctb. I do not want to be underground and to cry on a rock. I want to be cremated, but I do not have the means to pay for this and they do not either. I thought about donating the body to science, but I have doubts.
1- If I commit suicide, will they want my body anyway?
2- Will this save my family expenses to avoid a funeral? I am not religious and I do not want one.
3- I read that if the body is in poor condition it can not be received. I go with partial, I have two scars on my neck for cuts and in my legs but they are not big.
I also have a doubt about partial, I'll put it here below once
I faint, is it likely to wake me up, the convulsions as they are?