Rustysoupcan
I'm sensitive
- May 2, 2020
- 242
I fear the tachycardia, the dizziness, weakness, all that. I know it doesmt make sense because it should be peaceful because it's all over but idk. My last attempt was an overdose on some painkillers, but obviously not enough. Falling asleep I wasnt scared, but when I woke up I was having a panic attack and call the police on myself because I was terrified. I'm afraid the same thing will happen. I have SN, a handful of painkillers, and 180 sleeping pills. I'd probably try SN + painkillers but idk. I'm scared of drinking SN and then feeling my heart race and my body get weak. Idk. Maybe I'm just being a pussy.