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EndItPlsGirl

EndItPlsGirl

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Apr 4, 2026
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Every way to kill myself seems too painful and too scary. I'm extremely dysfunctional. It's very hard for me to clean my place, take out the garbage, have friends, etc. I was really hoping I could end this miserable life of mine.
 
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sadsillygoose

sadsillygoose

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Jan 2, 2026
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Sorry to hear that you are going through so much pain, and to feel stuck. Depression does take a toll and make tasks feel impossible. I'm going through a bit of a similar situation and I keep questioning how do other people do things so easily? Even worse when people talking about goals and working towards them, meanwhile because I'm so stuck in the mindset that I want to be dead, I don't even think of the future as a possibility. I hope we both can find peace in our lives.
 
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