I fear eternal hell, I want to cease to exist forever, I want to be forgotten forever. I don't want to live, I want to suicide so badly.

[3rdworldsadness]

My family members won't even notice if I die, they don't care about me, they even acknowledge me, in college I'm the most ignorant one. They don't care if try to talk they don't response as if I'm not there. It's because of my grotesque appearance. I'm not fair or light, people say I'm dirty brown. They secretly mock me, they hate to be seen with me. It's just breaks my hearts. I don't express my feelings nor do I say something to them I just cry in silence and search suicide methods.

Also I belong from a 3rd world doomed country where people don't get food, everyday is a fight for cruel existence. I don't have any talents, I don't have the knowledge of the world too, I just don't know how far I will go. I have no hope either. Everyday is a reminder that I live in possibly one of the worst existence situation.

 

[THEREALSLIMSHADY]

Only thing worse than my life is my fear of death and emptines

 

[cursedlife]

my life is not worth living too , I live in third world country and there's no hope and nothing to look forward to ,it doesn't get worse than this , sorry you're going through this I hope you find peace