I failed my second attempt

[Biofreak731]

I cannot i cannot get peace, i failed myb2nd attempt because i discovered thst nobody can kill themselves the way you think, some few people are capable of taking pain or enduring thing but i think at the end of the day we donot want to die we want our problems gone and i am not gonna try to convince not to suicide that will only further enrage you into doing it, of course i am not saying the cycle or my problems are gonna be solved because for the love of god it have a deadline tomorrow and i also can't change the cycle so i really want to die but i donot think anyone is capable of doing the method where they are the one who controls their death, example jumping off a cliff takes one step to do it and then after that you got no choice it's over you can't regret doing it for every second like SWB hyperventilating (my method btw) you need a method where you do something and then physics and biology takes it's way that is what most suicides do, so don't tell me to go solve my problems because I don't donot even have the power to do jack shit or money to do anything or even somethings to hang from (yeah my house sucks) so you guys got anything that will make me go unconscious like medicine mixup or anything else that make you unconscious if you donot then i might as well suffer my whole life, EVERYTHING IS JUST PAIN AND I CAN NOT TAKE IT ANYMORE

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds really unbearable what you are going through. I'm sorry that things did not go the way you want them to. Suicide should not be so difficult, we all deserve the option of a peaceful and reliable exit, none of us asked for this pain and this horrible life in the first place.

It is cruel trying to force people to live in a world filled with meaningless suffering. I understand why you would be so frustrated, this life really can be torture. I feel like I am trapped in this world as ctb is so difficult. More than anything I wish that it was easier to leave. I wish you the best, I hope you find peace.

 

[SKDN]

I failed my atempt to hang myself. It's awful, after i dont know how many time passed, i didn't pass away, and the pressure in the head, the dispair for air.. i couldnt go on.
Now 'im thinking about exit bag or SN. I have my doubts about SN, buts a lot easier than EB.

 

[Biofreak731]

I just donot know why they think it's right way just to keep people from their freedom, it's absolute torture we are born into the cycle and just suffer without consent, i mean why are we born just to suffer i didnot ask to be born or live, but at the same time just why cannot i take my own life, i mean you like to tell me to not do it but you can't solve my problems or break the cycle, so just give me my peaceful death rather than my miserable and painful life