I failed ctb and ended up in the mental hospital

[PrettyKitty]

I'm sure alot of you have seen my Goodbye Thread i posted. My method was partial hanging, I tried it twice and was choking barely breathing head throbbing for almost 3 mins and was not passing out I tried again and nothing. The police were calling me along with parents because I sent them messages I was also reported missing. I talked to the police and they toke me to the mental hosiptal I don't think imma try again for awhile or if I am at all depends if things get better. Thanks for the support and messages though

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Maybe things will get better for you. I hope they do. That's not a bad thing.

 

[downndone2]

Hopefully things get better. .

 

[GrazieMille]

Did you try explaining to the staff at the mental hospital that you're not crazy?

 

[betternever2havbeen]

Hope you get the help and support you need, definitely don't try again if you think you have a chance of getting better. Thanks for letting us know what happened

 

[heLLishLandscape]

i hope they have the resources you need to get better. best wishes on your journey!

 

[Gonnerr]

Good recovery.

 

[theboy]

Oh no
I'm sorry you are going through such a difficult time. I send you lots of hugs and kisses. No one deserves to suffer like that. How do you write from the hospital? What does your family say about this?

 

[PrettyKitty]

Oh no
I'm sorry you are going through such a difficult time. I send you lots of hugs and kisses. No one deserves to suffer like that. How do you write from the hospital? What does your family say about this?

My family is used to my suicide attempts now, they didn't take away my phone i told them reasons that I have to have it.

 

[dimstar]

Sorry it's been such a rough week hope it gets better for you.

 

[Higuri]

I hope you find peace. If it makes you feel any better I also failed with my ctb a while back after I tried to hang myself and choke myself out. After that I got too scared and lost the drive to ctb myself, though not because I recovered or anything like that.

 

[CompleteControl]

So you blew the whistle on yourself before your attempt? Not being a dick but sounds like a cry for attention to me. I do agree you should lay off your attempts for awhile being that is seems your not wanting to CTB but maybe just tormented by something or circumstances you feel are beyond your control. You want to live and there's nothing wrong with that so use this opportunity to inflect and figure out what is bothering you and use it as fuel towards breaking a cycle you don't want to be in.

 

[Sunny-Pia]

Yea why would u call police and parents right before u attempt! Plus it would create so much extra tension and anxiety.

 

[PrettyKitty]

So you blew the whistle on yourself before your attempt? Not being a dick but sounds like a cry for attention to me. I do agree you should lay off your attempts for awhile being that is seems your not wanting to CTB but maybe just tormented by something or circumstances you feel are beyond your control. You want to live and there's nothing wrong with that so use this opportunity to inflect and figure out what is bothering you and use it as fuel towards breaking a cycle you don't want to be in.

what are you saying i almost died and passed out barley breatheing choking i dont want attention i want help i want somebody to talk too all glady try again to prove you wrong if thats what you want sir thanks<3

Yea why would u call police and parents right before u attempt! Plus it would create so much extra tension and anxiety.

I never told anybody the police wereing calling me about being missing i blocked there numbers and keeped making sure they couldnt track me im not stupid enough to call on myself

 

[Pluto]

Sending you hugs. Get plenty of rest as that will help you process the stress. Sing out if you need any support.

 

[dimstar]

This is a time for love not judgment. Everyones on their own path and this should be a safe place to feel a hand holding yours not pointed in your face. Prettykitty do you have family or a friend that you can talk through this with that you trust and feel supported by? Sometimes theres obstacles we can't climb by ourselfs. Very hypocritical of me to say but it's worth trying to climb those again before attempting again. You have nothing to prove to anybody.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

From what I saw of your last post in the goodbye thread, it sounded like you had a terrible experience. I'm sorry you went through all that. Is there any chance you might be able to try recovery? You're probably going to be forced into it anyway, but maybe it can benefit you somehow? Still hoping for the best for you.

 

[CompleteControl]

what are you saying i almost died and passed out barley breatheing choking i dont want attention i want help i want somebody to talk too all glady try again to prove you wrong if thats what you want sir thanks<3

I never told anybody the police wereing calling me about being missing i blocked there numbers and keeped making sure they couldnt track me im not stupid enough to call on myself

Not in anyway shape or form am I egging you on to CTB and definitely am not challenging your actions and definitely do not want you to prove me wrong, I just asked a question. Your life is your own, as well as what you do with it. But I hope you get the help your looking for I'd just be careful in your interactions with the police and what Information you disclose some of them may not be so understanding or sympathetic. I wish you the best.

 

[6MillionWaystoDie]

Not in anyway shape or form am I egging you on to CTB and definitely am not challenging your actions and definitely do not want you to prove me wrong, I just asked a question. Your life is your own, as well as what you do with it. But I hope you get the help your looking for I'd just be careful in your interactions with the police and what Information you disclose some of them may not be so understanding or sympathetic. I wish you the best.

I think you should just lay off her threads for now. While you might have good intentions, you may be triggering and not helping rn.

 

[NoLoveNoHope]

I'm so sorry, I'm wishing you all the best.

 

[FuneralCry]

Failing hanging sounds so horrible to me, and it really sounds beyond awful ending up in the prison that is a mental hospital. I hope that you get out of there soon.

 

[white_bear]

I'm sorry for that happening. I can understand how it could feel terrible to fail the attempt :( sending you hugs

 

[theboy]

My family is used to my suicide attempts now, they didn't take away my phone i told them reasons that I have to have it.

Hugs!

 

[PrettyKitty]

Hugs!

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