Help I failed at hanging myself AGAIN- with a belt

[sadlystillgoing3]

Failed a sixth time!! I used a belt and had it wedged in a drawer and leaned forward. I tried for 20 minutes and the pressure was insanely painful and there was a loud ringing in my ears but I never passed out. I had a super bad mark on my neck afterwards but barely any broken blood vessels on my face like before. Is there nothing that will work for me?

 

[Qbert]

Failed at this too. It is a difficult method.

 

[KatieW]

Failed a sixth time!! I used a belt and had it wedged in a drawer and leaned forward. I tried for 20 minutes and the pressure was insanely painful and there was a loud ringing in my ears but I never passed out. I had a super bad mark on my neck afterwards but barely any broken blood vessels on my face like before. Is there nothing that will work for me?

Any sedatives? -anything to calm your nerves?

 

[sadlystillgoing3]

Any sedatives? -anything to calm your nerves?

What could I use? I have sleepquil and that's about it

 

[sadlystillgoing3]

Failed at this too. It is a difficult method.

I thought it was supposed to be easy :(

 

[KatieW]

What could I use? I have sleepquil and that's about it

Anti-anxiety or "calming" benzos - xanax, valium, ativan.They feature frequently in celeb suicides.

 

[felix]

Failed a sixth time!! I used a belt and had it wedged in a drawer and leaned forward. I tried for 20 minutes and the pressure was insanely painful and there was a loud ringing in my ears but I never passed out. I had a super bad mark on my neck afterwards but barely any broken blood vessels on my face like before. Is there nothing that will work for me?

Cud get a 1/2 inch rope and tie a slipknot with padding. I got dulled hearing and a thumping sound when I tightened it by hand. I'm also planning on getting a yoga belt with d rings.

 

[Jblack]

I agree with felix, 1/2" rope with a running slipknot is very effective. The position of the knot is also important.

 

[felix]

I agree with felix, 1/2" rope with a running slipknot is very effective. The position of the knot is also important.

Where shud the knot be?

 

[sadlystillgoing3]

Anti-anxiety or "calming" benzos - xanax, valium, ativan.They feature frequently in celeb suicides.

I don't have access to them :(

 

[sadlystillgoing3]

Cud get a 1/2 inch rope and tie a slipknot with padding. I got dulled hearing and a thumping sound when I tightened it by hand. I'm also planning on getting a yoga belt with d rings.

Would a rope work better than a belt? I experienced the same and it was very tight. I wonder why a rope would work better. But I've tried many things by now so that's my only other option

 

[sadlystillgoing3]

Where shud the knot be?

I think it is the back of the neck or left side?

 

[felix]

Would a rope work better than a belt? I experienced the same and it was very tight. I wonder why a rope would work better. But I've tried many things by now so that's my only other option

It shud. If rope doesn't work and yoga belt doesn't imma just give up.

 

[felix]

I think it is the back of the neck or left side?

That's kinda what I've been reading

 

[KatieW]

I don't have access to them :(

So sorry... you have to get them from the black market just like nembuttal or pento or helium. Death is costly :(

 

[sadlystillgoing3]

It shud. If rope doesn't work and yoga belt doesn't imma just give up.

Same

 

[sadlystillgoing3]

So sorry... you have to get them from the black market just like nembuttal or pento or helium. Death is costly :(

True :( I don't even know how to get into the "black market". like, where would one search for people to give me the pills

 

[KatieW]

True :( I don't even know how to get into the "black market". like, where would one search for people to give me the pills

There are black market sites and vendors. People have contacts here. You can start a thread on that.