I dreamt I died. I received info in my dream...

[Lisa]

Hi all,

so I dreamt I died. I saw an alien type guy. I told him I was so glad to have died. He said sure, you didn't want to be there. I kept telling him how glad I was to be there. Then I said to him that the funny thing is if I ever want to go back,I'll go back. He said well, sort of. He told me to look at some guy. I don't know this person. I watched him as he was preparing for his life here. It was so so so much work. At that moment I felt regret. I thought that I may have wanted to get more out of the life that I just left, especially after I saw how much hard work I must have done. Then I got angry and I told the alien looking guy, It's not worth it I'm never going back. I don't remember the rest. Did he tell me I must go back or what happened next idk.

 

[escapefromabuse]

Hi all,

so I dreamt I died. I saw an alien type guy. I told him I was so glad to have died. He said sure, you didn't want to be there. I kept telling him how glad I was to be there. Then I said to him that the funny thing is if I ever want to go back,I'll go back. He said well, sort of. He told me to look at some guy. I don't know this person. I watched him as he was preparing for his life here. It was so so so much work. At that moment I felt regret. I thought that I may have wanted to get more out of the life that I just left, especially after I saw how much hard work I must have done. Then I got angry and I told the alien looking guy, It's not worth it I'm never going back. I don't remember the rest. Did he tell me I must go back or what happened next idk.

Interesting. How'd you feel after you woke up?

 

[Lisa]

Interesting. How'd you feel after you woke up?

Hmm let me try to remember. It made me think about it more deeply. So I do this often. I look at things in this world that are sweet, beautiful etc. And I wonder about them. Experiencing more. What more I can give if I stay. But I still don't want to. The one thing I left out from the dream is that it was a suicide

 

[goomsoom]

lol 2 days ago I had a dream nightmare I was drinking SN but nothing was happening I couldn't die.

 

[Lisa]

lol 2 days ago I had a dream nightmare I was drinking SN but nothing was happening I couldn't die.

Oh wow. That's interesting because many say that when some die they don't know it. So it could be that you did die in the dream but didn't know it. So you kept drinking I.e. ghost stuff

 

[escapefromabuse]

Hmm let me try to remember. It made me think about it more deeply. So I do this often. I look at things in this world that are sweet, beautiful etc. And I wonder about them. Experiencing more. What more I can give if I stay. But I still don't want to. The one thing I left out from the dream is that it was a suicide

I get that. There's a lot of beauty in the world. There's lots to see and experience. Does the ctb part make a difference?

 

[Lisa]

I get that. There's a lot of beauty in the world. There's lots to see and experience. Does the ctb part make a difference?

Did it make a difference in terms of what?sorry I'm sleepy not totally following

I get that. There's a lot of beauty in the world. There's lots to see and experience. Does the ctb part make a difference?

Do you mean did it make a difference in the dream as to my future?

 

[escapefromabuse]

Did it make a difference in terms of what?sorry I'm sleepy not totally following

Do you think you would still have the choice to come back if you'd died naturally instead of by suicide?

 

[Lisa]

While I'm here I'll tell you guys another dream. Again I was dead. I decided to come back to earth for a few minutes just to visit. I went into a random home. There was a guy there who I never even saw in the dream. He was very miserable. The radio was on. It was snowing. If anyone saw the seen they would think it very sad. But since I was dead I saw it different. I was in shock as to just how perfect every last detail was. Each snowflake shape, the song that was in the radio, his pain, all perfect. And I knew it wasn't possible to see it this way while you're here. But I'm telling you, if it helps at all, it was soo perfect.

Do you think you would still have the choice to come back if you'd died naturally instead of by suicide?

I'm not sure. I felt control but with parameters. It felt like we are autonomous, but not without limit. So we can do and pursue what we like but there were ways things are done. I was going to say there are rules but I'm not sure if there are or Arent. It felt more like I was learning or re-learning the ropes on how things work. And if we have any means to accomplish whatever it is we come here for, we should do it. That I now strongly believe. It doesn't have to be grandiose, an improvement to ones character I think would be a good thing. Helping others as we can is another.
I was getting a lot of these dreams the past three years but the last few months they stopped or it's hard to recall them. Anyway please write me and I'll right back when I wake up. Off to sleep now
One thought: the regret I felt was because the suicide may have stopped me from accomplishing the reason for which I came here. It made me very angry. Imagine going to school grad school not like ez classes, grad school for thirty years and quitting the day before you would get to graduate. Not finishing somehow. It felt like that. So angry. So much effort. Wasted it felt

 

[goomsoom]

Oh wow. That's interesting because many say that when some die they don't know it. So it could be that you did die in the dream but didn't know it. So you kept drinking I.e. ghost stuff

lol i would be pissed if i become a ghost and stuck here. Ghost cannot use internet eh?? Btw do ghost get old, sick, stressed?

About your dream may be you are an alien too, playing a VR game. Sleeping is the part when you the alien in alien world pause your game When you die you just change characters.

 

[escapefromabuse]

About your dream may be you are an alien too, playing a VR game. Sleeping is the part when you the alien in alien world pause your game When you die you just change characters.

Press 'x' to respawn

 

[Lisa]

lol i would be pissed if i become a ghost and stuck here. Ghost cannot use internet eh?? Btw do ghost get old, sick, stressed?

About your dream may be you are an alien too, playing a VR game. Sleeping is the part when you the alien in alien world pause your game When you die you just change characters.

Funny yes of course getting stuck sucks but I'm sure it's not forever.
Anything is possible. I once dreamt I was dead from here anyway I was over there and I was in a fitting room. I was trying on bodies. I was at the moment in a woman's body who was a bigger boned woman thicker neck, tall blonde. Anyhow, I said to the girl that was in the fitting room with me it felt way too big and to get me a different body to try. WEIRD

 

[escapefromabuse]

Funny yes of course getting stuck sucks but I'm sure it's not forever.
Anything is possible. I once dreamt I was dead from here anyway I was over there and I was in a fitting room. I was trying on bodies. I was at the moment in a woman's body who was a bigger boned woman thicker neck, tall blonde. Anyhow, I said to the girl that was in the fitting room with me it felt way too big and to get me a different body to try. WEIRD

Trying on bodies to come back here? It's an interesting idea even to chose your own adventure/body but no thanks. Life hasn't been fun the first time around.

 

[Lisa]

Trying on bodies to come back here? It's an interesting idea even to chose your own adventure/body but no thanks. Life hasn't been fun the first time around.

I know. I have no idea how these dreams happen. I will say that I believe them because I've had psychic dreams throughout my life. So I think I'm dreaming this stiff because I'll be dead soon

 

[goomsoom]

Funny yes of course getting stuck sucks but I'm sure it's not forever.
Anything is possible. I once dreamt I was dead from here anyway I was over there and I was in a fitting room. I was trying on bodies. I was at the moment in a woman's body who was a bigger boned woman thicker neck, tall blonde. Anyhow, I said to the girl that was in the fitting room with me it felt way too big and to get me a different body to try. WEIRD

My alien controller must be playing on hard mode to select a body of a brown guy. Stupid alien.

I will have some fun if i become a ghost , as ghost I cannot come to forum so I will hangout with other SS forum ghosts.

Press 'x' to respawn

With increasing population I think this game must be very popular among aliens.

@Lisa without any body how did you felt and looked like? Was your skin green or something like aliens.
Before I go to sleep i have one more question. So @Lisa now i know you are an alien, you know i know you are an alien will you kidnap my character and delete it's memory? I am scared to go to sleep.

 

[Lisa]

My alien controller must be playing on hard mode to select a body of a brown guy. Stupid alien.

I will have some fun if i become a ghost , as ghost I cannot come to forum so I will hangout with other SS forum ghosts.

With increasing population I think this game must be very popular among aliens.

@Lisa without any body how did you felt and looked like? Was your skin green or something like aliens.
Before I go to sleep i have one more question. So @Lisa now i know you are an alien, you know i know you are an alien will you kidnap my character and delete it's memory? I am scared to go to sleep.

I felt and looked the same I had my body. I didn't look like him. I wasn't as smart as him either. He was teaching me things. If I'm an alien I'll help you I guess I won't know til I know

 

[goomsoom]

I felt and looked the same I had my body. I didn't look like him. I wasn't as smart as him either. He was teaching me things. If I'm an alien I'll help you I guess I won't know til I know

What no thats terrible for me, I don't to remain forever insecure and sad.

 

[Lisa]

What no thats terrible for me, I don't to remain forever insecure and sad.

You won't. You will be okay someday. I do t mean necessarily over there. It can happen for you here. x