Venting I don't want to to die

[enduringwinter]

I just want to be relieved of this ridiculous hell, to stop having to lie to every single "loved one" to keep peace and to have somewhere to go back to.

 

[Worndown]

Life can get out of balance quickly.
Can you break down the problems you face into individual issues? Working on one at a time allows you to focus and possibly resolve them without being overwhelmed.
No reason to die just yet.

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

I feel the same way. But feel like death is the only solution and want to die very badly.

 

[mrpeter]

I don't want to die but I also don't want to live.

 

[glitteryaliens]

Same. But I don't want to exist. I want to be some ghost; here but invisible to all.

 

[BardBarrie]

I just want to be relieved of this ridiculous hell, to stop having to lie to every single "loved one" to keep peace and to have somewhere to go back to.

Pretty much nobody wants to die.
Some people either just don't want to live, or don't want to live in their current circumstances — the latter of which can be changed. :)

 

[10minutesremaining]

i'm just jealous of people who get to enjoy their existence

 

[bitofftoomuch]

I feel this. I had a lot go wrong recently, and I don't want to die or even hurt myself really, but I just find myself struggling to take care of myself. It's like I didn't realize certain things were keeping me going, and I lost them through my own actions and inaction. All I really want is for my life to change. I miss my old home with a friend. I don't know when I'll have something like that again; I don't know how long I can hold myself together without it. problems keep stacking up for me and I'm starting to not love my odds.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I want to die to reach Death / non-existence forever. What could be better than non-existence forever? no chance of pain , problems , suffering , bad memories , nothing bad ever again ... what else can guarantee freedom from all those horrible things in life / existence or this evil world?

200 years ago i didn't exist . I didn't have any problems then. what was so bad about that? in 200 years again none of us will exist .

go back in time to 1859 When Darwin wrote his book "origin of Species" . none of us existed then. i didn't have a problem with not existing then nor any second of the previous 13.8 billion years since the Universe began in the Big Bang.

Now we go forward in time to the year 2224 none of us will exist. Ai will have long achieved super intelligence. Look at the rate of Ai improvement , by 2030 imo will reach agi do most jobs a human can do . so in 200 years? but i'm not saying this is reason for suicide ai. i'm just trying to give an image to the world in 200 years.

to me ai is not a reason to kill myself . i have other reasons a lot of them